This was another week of not really staying inside. I had to go to hospital for my plastic surgery follow-up, to another hospital for some work appointments, and I moved the majority of my possessions into storage.
Giving up my room wasn’t an easy decision to make, even though it makes sense. I’ve had assurance from work that it’s very unlikely that I’ll have to have to do any face-to-face work for the foreseeable future, but everything still feels uncertain. I wish it was possible for there to be more clarity around what’s likely to happen in the coming weeks and months, but I know it isn’t.
In craft-related packing, I took my sweaters out of the freezer and put them back in. I discovered some moth damage on my Better Breton sweater so I iced all the woollen items that I had stored in the same drawer. I’ll have to do some mending once my stuff is out of storage.
As the restrictions eased, Virtual Yarns starter operating again. I jumped on the opportunity to invest in a kit. I’ve been inspired by @cleocmc on Instagram, who makes a lot of Alice Starmore garments. No photos as yet but I’m sure I’ll be writing about the kit and projects soon.
This week I finished sewing in the ends on my Somewhere socks. Can’t see myself wearing hand knitted socks any time soon!
I also got a lot of work done on the second sleeve of my Oran do Chaora/Sinister catdigan. I have used one whole skein of yarn. It’s pretty exciting that soon it will be time for me to start work on that sweet sweet cat yoke! I started thinking about some of the maths and calculations since I’m moving from one pattern to the other 🤓
All in all I can’t wait for this packing to be over. Moving is such a pain. BUT I’m very exciting news, I’m hoping to buy a flat this year. Honestly if I’m able to do it that will level my life up so much. So fingers crossed all of this annoyance will be worth it in the end.
I had another very tiring week at work so I was very grateful that it was only four days long thanks to the bank holiday. I had hoped to get a few things done- particularly some exercise- but I also need to be careful with myself and if my body is saying I need sleep, I ought to listen.
Funnily enough, the day after writing the above paragraph (and sleeping for over ten hours), I unexpectedly ran my first 5k in under 30 minutes. I’ve been struggling towards this goal since I resumed running six weeks ago and felt like I’d plateaued. I knew that I had my goal pace in me; I actually ran 5k in 30:01 when I did my first 10k in December 2018, then went on to run the same distance again. But maybe at 33 I couldn’t do it.
Distance running feels like more of a mental challenge than physical for me. I always have a voice in my head telling me that I need to stop. Sometimes this voice is telling the truth- like when I’ve timed my run badly and not eaten enough, or if I’m just having an off day. But normally the voice is lying and I am capable of running more. My body is a much better barometer for what I can do than my mind, and I’m learning to listen to her. And I think that’s what helped me to achieve this goal. I listened when my body said I was too exhausted to do my previous run on Thursday and I rested. I allowed myself to sleep more when my body told me to. And then yesterday I found myself with the energy and grit to keep going.
Anyway, on to my weekly update.
This week I finally cast on the second Joy mitt to match the one I started in Africa. God, that seems like a lifetime ago. I’m very grateful that I was able to go and have such a great experience. The mitt was also an enjoyable knit after working in long rows or rounds of plain stocking stitch on my last project. Looking at this photo, I’m not sure why the second mitt is looking bigger than the first but I’m hoping I can even them out with blocking.
I have run out of Buachaille so work on my blue cardigan is on hold. I’m probably going to go back to London for a few days (or longer, depending on what happens with work) in late May so I’ll have access to my stash. It’ll be time for me to do some proper planning for the yoke of this cardigan, which should be a lot of fun.
After spotting a gorgeous pattern on Instagram, I decided on the spur of the moment to invest in some rainbow mini skeins from Mothy and the Squid. I’ve been following her for a while so I’m glad to have bitten the bullet and made an order. I’m a bit ambivalent towards hand knitted socks. I don’t like wearing them in shoes because I find them too thick. However, I really enjoy making them and I like them as objects. I’m going to try wearing them as bed socks I think.
This week I baked some vegan pasteis de nata. I’ve had the recipe pinned for ages but never got around to making them before now. I posted about making pasteis de nata many years ago- reading this old blog post was such a blast from the past!
I could have done much better with my vegan custard but this is a great jumping-off point.
I’m going to try out a weekly format for the rest of the lockdown, but since I wasn’t ready to write them until now, here is a super-post. I think it’ll be useful for me to track the progress I’m making on various projects.
I’ve seen a lot of posts floating about saying how people with various psychological disorders might actually feel better during the pandemic. As somebody with C-PTSD, I wouldn’t say that the case for me, though I think I’m coping okay. You wouldn’t expect everyone with a certain label to respond in the same way to one event, but that oversimplification has been bothering me. I’ve never been great at working from home, so that has been the main struggle for me. That, and my normal issues with attention and focus are massively amplified, so I feel like I’m wasting a lot of time. I try not to beat myself up about it, but it’s still a little frustrating at times.
Before the lockdown was implemented, I decided to come down and stay with relatives on the south coast for a while. I was struggling to work in my shared house in London. With my aunt and uncle, I have access to a dining table where I can set up my working from home equipment. They also have a garden that’s been so wonderful during the warm weather we’ve been having.
I brought a few projects down with me. I already wrote about the gold work song thrush that I managed to finish over my first weekend. I have since framed the embroidery, though the back is a little bit messy and I think I’ll add a felt backing once I’m back with the bulk of my possessions.
I’ve also been working on my blue cardigan, which I must say has been super uninspiring. Knitting plain stocking stitch back and forth is just something I find really boring. I think the body is nearly long enough, so I’m going to switch to working on the sleeves, which I think I’ll enjoy a little more.
I also picked up my Ripple bralette. I got frustrated when casting off the back but managed to finish that bit and get as far as possible with the yarn I have on hand.
I’ve been searching for a cool quarantine project to work on, but I keep being scuppered when the materials aren’t available. Of course I want businesses to protect their employees and limit the spread of the virus. It’s just a little unfortunate that every time I manage to settle on a project, I can’t get what I need to make it. This happened first when I decided to get an Alice Starmore kit and again when I decided to make a jumper out of denim yarn, which apparently is impossible to buy in the UK.
Aside from craft, I’ve been taking the time to cook. I’ve been enjoying having the opportunity to make myself whatever I like for breakfast and lunch each day. I’ve been on a big toastie jag. I also made some brownies, Chinese steamed buns, and bagels from scratch.
I’ve also resumed running since the gyms are all closed. I’m not a huge fan of running, so I basically only do it when all other exercise is off the table. I’m making (very) slow progress. I really enjoyed participating in some live-streamed classes from a yoga studio near me in London. I should make more effort to do more.
What I find the most difficult about lockdown is not knowing how long it’s going to go on for. I had been planning to move house in the summer and now I have no idea when that’s going to be possible. At the moment my place in London is no more than a storage facility.
For some reason, I’ve been more prone to shopping over the past month or so. I’m not sure if it’s just because I’ve been a bit stressed out and feel the need to buy myself presents to give myself the illusion that life is worth living. When I received a Kate Davies newsletter saying that her dyed shades of buachaille were on sale, I knew that my credit card was likely to take a hit. I love to support small female-led businesses when I can.
I ended up buying a kit to make the Oran do Chaora cardigan.
I got the blue colourway, which is called between weathers. I love the way Kate’s work is inspired by the natural world around her. Luckily the pattern was included because I thought that it was included in Inspired by Islay, of which I have a copy, but I was wrong.
When I was clicking through Ravelry looking for inspiration pictures, I remembered the Sinister Catdigan that I’ve had saved in my favourites for a while. I just love the way the kitties look.
I’d seen that someone had knitted a plain Oran do Chaora. My initial (mean) thought was that it was silly since the cables are the main feature of the pattern. But then I started to wonder whether I could incorporate a colourwork yoke into the cardigan. I wear a lot of blue and have a RTW navy blue cardi that I wear a lot already. I feel like a cute cat cardigan could add a lot to my life.
I dug through my stash to see what I could use for the contrast colours and I’m thinking about the leftovers from my She Loves Wool sweater.
I like the way the colours look together, but I am a little apprehensive about using two such different yarns in the same garment. Buachaille is a relatively rustic and sheepy yarn (for me), while sugar baby alpaca is super soft and feels a bit more processed. There is also a slight difference in my gauge. However, I am drawn to the idea of using the yarn that I already have rather than buying something new.
I think I’m going to steam ahead regardless. Oran do Chaora is knit from the bottom up, so I can always unravel and re-knit the yoke if I find that the alpaca really doesn’t work. I haven’t quite decided yet whether to buy the sinister catdigan pattern. I’m pretty sure that I could recreate the yoke without needing to purchase the pattern, but I also feel that the designer has created something very cool and unique and should be remunerated for that. I prefer the cardigan style of ODC so the fair isle will most likely be the only design element I use from the other pattern.
As always, I’d forgotten how boring it is to knit flat stocking stitch- though not quite as bad as the long stretch of ribbing. As usual, I used a tubular cast on (Ysolda method) because I love the way it looks. I’m sure no one else will ever notice this little detail, but it’s still worth the extra time to me. As I also often do, I forgot that you’re meant to knit the ribbing on a slightly smaller needle. That’s something that I don’t think makes a big enough difference to re-do, so I will be leaving it.
Yarn: Buachaille by Kate Davies
Pattern: Oran do Chaora x The Sinister Catdigan